I have always loved words, real ones, or made-up ones, and writing. Years ago I wrote a book about my time stripping around the world, which was picked up by Random House and published as a signature title. Cool flex but the experience was all kinds of overwhelming and I stopped writing for many years.

Now I am at it again, in English this time, and language finally matches sensation. English isn’t my mother tongue and I don’t have as many words at my disposal as I do in German but maybe writing isn’t about having an abundance of words anyway, but about how you use the ones you’ve got. How they make you feel.

I’m a Pisces sun and Pisces moon so I feel it all. Translating through dance and writing is a necessity. It keeps me centered and sane and I hope you get some joy from it too. Maybe you even find some of yourself in it. We’re all within each other after all.

chitchat&death is accessible to all of my worlds and it is a reflection of all of my worlds.

So enter at own risk lol.

I try not to curate for audience. Although sometimes I may slip into trying to be liked, not gonna lie.

First and foremost, however, I write as an attempt to make sense of the world and myself in it. To find that sweet spot of calm within the chaos, where glimmers appear and darkness shapeshifts to beauty.

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